None of this material was directly linked--I googled it into an entity. I've been following tracks and scents and backing out of dead ends and it's kind of spooky that I can find out SO MUCH and I'm making myself stop now, because I've already been online for, as I said, at least a couple of hours.
Anyway. Down the rabbit hole I went, and now I feel strange and somewhat bittersweet, thinking about how damn young I was. And it's after seven, and I haven't gone to the store yet.